Am I his back up girl?

One of the biggest risks of working as escort in London, is that you may accidentally fall in love with one of your dates. You don’t mean to and most of the girls that I know here at Crystal Palace escorts do try to keep a professional distance, but it is not easy at all. Sometimes things go wrong, or rather they just happen, and you fall in love with one of your dates. At least that is what happened to me recently.

I met Charlie on a Crystal Palace escorts dinner date, and I got caught up with him right away. It felt like we had known each other form a long time. Well, I am not sure if the feeling was mutual. At least I felt like I had known Charlie for a long time, and felt like I had something in common with him. I could not help liking him, and by our third date I was madly in love with him. Where that feeling came from I am not so sure, but there it was anyway.

Anyway, I am now beginning to regret having to let go of my sense. I am pretty sure that there are a lot of other girls in Charlie’s life. First of all he is a very attractive man, and number two, he does not come around to see me as much as some of the other guys at Crystal Palace escorts do. Most of the time I hook up with my regulars at Crystal Palace escorts a couple of times per week, but I am lucky if I see Charlie more than once a week.

Yes, I know that I should be professional about it, but I cannot help feeling the way I do. It is like something clicked in my brain when I met Charlie and I started to feel that I was in love with him right away. Now I am trying to step back from the brink as I do not want to be his back up girl. Really you should not allow yourself to become personally involved with a date at all, but Charlie is such an approachable guy that I cannot help it.

When Charlie does not come to see me for more than two weeks at Crystal Palace escorts, I wonder if I have done something wrong. The thing is with escorting is that a date can drop you just like that. Normally that does not bother me at all, but with Charlie it bothers me a lot for some reason. It is like he is always on my mind, and I don’t want to let go of him. It is like being in love with him. I know that I should be sensible and learn how to not feel so passionate about him, but I cannot help. It feels like we have a good thing going, and with him, I am not going to make it through the day. Have you ever felt like that about someone?

 

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